Sometimes you just cause me so much pain I just wish I could erase you from my memory.
(Source: dreaming-and-wishing)
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You’re the one that cares little, I’m the one that cares too much…
Dear Teddybear,
I was really hoping you would be the first to text me or call me this time, but I guess you’re too good for that. If I’m the one that always starts the conversations, then that just proves me that you’re really not in love with me anymore.
“…’Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can’t see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don’t know what for…”
That line always plays on my mind every time I look at my phone and figure out you haven’t texted me. I know you weren’t busy this whole day. I know you have time after noon and you’re free after 7:30pm. But I guess you got better things to do than talk to me, right?
And I’m guessing also that we’re not going to call goodnight? Yesterday we didn’t do it, and I’m guessing it’s going to be like that every day now.
I’m sorry for calling you a user, but can’t you see it from my side for a moment? The day you need my help you talk to me. I’m really happy cause I get to help the one I love and I get to talk to you. Then the next day I get literally nothing. I get a few ‘Okay’s and ‘Cgeh’ and that’s all. You can’t take ten seconds to let me know you were busy. You can’t find any time for me that day even though you were practically free that whole day. What do you think I’d feel? Happy still? You hurt me, Teddybear. And my friends all tell me you’re going to just end up using me and I need to let go of you. Well, it’s up to you. It’s either you show me you weren’t using me or you don’t do anything to prove them wrong and make me believe you really were.
Goodnight Teddybear.
([June/1/2012/7:51pm])
10pm
Teddybear, did you really mean it when you said you wanted to stop communicating? I don’t think I can handle it, but I’ll try. Just, if you ever want to talk, I’m here. You may not miss me as much as I will miss you, but I’ll always be here.
A very short lesson in Psychology:
strawberrytelle:
- When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
- When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
- When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
- When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
- When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
- When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
- When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you
(Source: shyieesolove)
But getting to talk to you for a few minutes means a lot to me still. (via hplyrikz)
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